I tried dating a few women, but the times I was lucky enough to get them in the sack, I found the only way to get and keep a boner was to wish I was her. Sissy porn gave me a raging boner every time, which as a middle-aged man was no easy feat. But over time, I started viewing kinkier and kinkier stuff anal sex, bdsm, pegging, bisexual, gay, and finally sissy porn. I started out pretty traditionally, jerking off to hot bodied sluts, wishing I still had what it took to bed these beauties.
After the divorce, I spent a lot of time surfing porn on the internet. Who knows, instead of getting married, having kids, and living the 'American Dream,' I might have discovered hormones, worked my body into shape, and become a tranny porn star.Īfter all, how often does the American Dream really work out anyway? I'm unhappily divorced, my oldest is on his 6th year of college and my second son is a bartender with his only aspiration to fuck as many young coeds as he can dip his dick into.īut I'm getting ahead of myself. I wish I knew I had these sissy urges when I was younger.